why do i go shopping?

i am a shopaholic.
if you are not, then raise your hand --
good for you.

there is a feeling of joy and unexplainable innate feelings if you buy something new
or even just go thrift ukay ukay, vintage, recycle clothes, second hand goods etc etc.
i shop and thats it.
we shop and that's it.

but honestly, there is no point of having too much a lot.
there is no point of seeing a lot of clothes in your wardrobe that some of them still have the price tag on it.
and never have the time to wear them.
why do we need a lot of clothes, i just cannot understand.
what is this feeling of wanting more and more?

 it is more often than not hurt my wallet.
hurt my budget.
hurt my self.

guilt.
the truth is
a lot of children don't have clothes.
a lot of people cannot afford.
here i am buying more and more.
i guess i need to stop.
for a little while.
a little while doesn't mean forever.

i am proud of myself not buying any in a month.
or even just a week or two.
i just don't want sometime.
because it is terrible having a lot of beautiful things.

if i would become a fashion designer in the future or have my own business and it is succesful
and making a lot money then there is a point of doing the shopping all the time.
but if i am just contented of buying and owning one-
i better discipline myself about it.